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My Success Status

This morning was one of those few days, that comes and goes here and there, that I felt very lonely as a woman-lady. While gathering myself together, out of the darkness of this world the voice of the thief attempted to persuade me that the reason I have challenges in achieving sum total success is because I’m unmarried. I told the thief, “That is a lie from your daddy! My success is not predicated upon my marital success, but rather my ‘doer of the command’ status according to Joshua 1:6-9.”

As I begin to meditate on those scriptures a few of my favorite united with my mind: BE and DO. BE very courageous! I have to live with a steady mind; committed to, faithfully to, and uncompromising to what God has established for me. I have to DO this BE. SELAH!

BE! DO! This command dictates ‘My Success Status.’

Without forethought, I understand that I can forfeit my future and the inheritance of my children. But with wisdom, I can preserve it. While praying and thinking, these words saluted me and my intellect stood attention: Pursue! Overtake! Recover! There was a surge of energy flowing through me as I begin to explore how they were applicable to me in my right now counterattack.

Pursue: don’t pursue just anything, but rather pursue what is approved by ‘our Father, Who are in heaven.’ Pursuing is not a lazy task, you must BE tenacious.

Overtake: when you come up on that thing, that idea, that desire, which you’ve been given permission to pursue, overtake it. Overtake, in this presented context means to ‘catch by pursuit.’ When you’ve done that, follow close and cleave to what you’ve caught. Hold fast to it.

Recover: recover, as presented here, doesn’t mean you were weakened and need to be strengthened again. It means that you’ve pursued, you’ve overtaken, now LIVE! Be refreshed at the success of being a “doer of the command.”

Pursue! Overtake! Recover! This command dictates ‘My Success Status.’

To the many unmarried and the many singles, while flesh of our flesh and bone of our bone is desired and preferred, don’t BE deceived by the temptations of the thief. Your marital status is not your success status. You must BE persuaded to DO this: Pursue, Overtake, and Recover!

It is the 40th Day

Sep17

For a few days now, I’ve been attempting to choose a song to minister at a service and no thing was coming to mind for the cause. When I was asked about what I would be rendering, I had no other answer than, “I don’t know.”

On this morning’s drive, I succinctly heard the phrase, “SAY YES TO ME.” Instantly, the lyrics to one of my favorites rose to awareness: “God wants a YES! YES to His will! YES to His way!” Soon thereafter, a medley of “YES” songs began to flow as I made my declaration of YES to the voice of the LORD my YAH! YES to do right in His sight! YES to give ear to His commandments and keep ALL His statues!

Sitting at my desk, with the intent to meditate and soak in the scriptures, that I BElieve in, Exodus 15:25-27 was the very first scripture that enlightened me:

“And he cried unto the LORD; and the LORD shewed him a tree, which when he had cast into the waters, the waters were made sweet: there He made for them a statute and an ordinance, and there He proved them, and said, IF thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the LORD thy God,and wilt do that which is right in His sight, and wilt give ear to His commandments, and keep all His statues, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I am the LORD that healeth thee. And they came to Elim, where were twelve wells of water, and threescore and ten palm trees: and they encamped there by the waters.”

While meditating, at 9:52 a.m. (16, means love) the enemy started to pressure me with false advertisements (deceptions) of love. Just 10 days ago, September 7, 2015, I wrote about how my oil level is at 100%, and I will LET no man deceive me. Today, there was evidence that my oil level is maintained. At 10:24 a.m. (7, means perfection or completeness) the Holy Spirit, in a few perfect words, whispered to my soul, “It is the 40^th day!”

I quickly jumped up and BEgin to worship the LORD with my voice. I looked at the date and did the calculation, not because I wasn’t sure, but because I was sure that I had heard accurately. Sure enough, today is the 40^th day (I had started a journey of potentials on August 8, 2015), and my conscious self came alive to what was opened up in my spirit.

The Spirit of the Truth has been speaking to me with numbers for a long time now. So, I started studying the number 40. Forty, from a biblical perspective, means a period of testing, trials, or probation. During my 40-day encounters, I didn’t even realize that I was being tested. Nonetheless, at the moment of revealed knowledge I couldn’t resist the lifting of my hands, the walking and rejoicing, and the tears of thanksgiving BEcause I had passed this period of persuasion.

The enemy said,

“I will pursue her; I will overtake her; and my lust shall BE satisfied upon her.”

Even so, there was yet a predetermined plan for this will. The enemy and my days of old behavioral configuration (giving in to enticements) were defeated BEcause I recognized the wile spirit and rebuked it. Through it all, Marah (meaning a drop of bitterness or heaviness) could have been my disposition. I could have chosen to pitch a fit. However, I choose to pitch a tent and LET peace and gladness abide. SELAH!

There is this one thing I’ve desired for my household, and twice in the last 40-days the prospect of having my desire was at my pleasure. Yet and still, the Spirit alive was guiding me in that the presence that I’ve heard for 40-days was not the suitable presence for us. Thus, the invariable nature of my position, as an unmarried mother, is this: it is not due diligence for me to (and I cannot) make swift decisions concerning my hope. I must continue to rely on, and put my trust in, YAH as I work my faith.

I’m unequivocally certain that there will BE many more 40-days. As for this one though, I acclaim, “My YES is to the righteousness of YAH and the guidance of His Spirit!” In such, there is no failure.

Net Worth

Jul22

While washing dishes, for some reason or another, dialogues and writings from others of the life coach discipline about being an asset came to my mind.

In years past up to now, there has been a crusade (regarding relationships) about what people bring to the table. This means what value (appeal, merit, substance, wealth, etc.) they are bringing to the relationship. Majority of what has been delivered to us has been fixated on needing to BE an asset in the relationship. Well, everyone is part asset. Thus, we don’t need to BE that alone. Instead of focusing on being an asset, we should focus on bringing the resources AND the responsibilities to the relationship. This will assist in accurately calculating how valuable WE are to each other.

What is OUR net worth in OUR relationship?

In this parable, there is a woman who portrays herself as a woman of moral integrity. She works, she has her own home, she provides for her household, she nurtures her children, she rides well, dresses well, her make-up and hair are always nice and neat, her nails are groomed, her feet are soft, she smells good, she is cordial, etc. On the contrary, she doesn’t pay her bills on time, she bounces checks on an account that is closed by 5 figures overdrawn, she’s not a giver to the less fortunate, she’s not cooperative, she lacks humility, her children sees her two-facedness, and her speech is foul.

Assets and liabilities! What is her net worth that she is bringing to the relationship? The sum total of her ‘on the contrary’ makes her net worth (yaqar yaw-kawr) far below rubies. It would BE to her advantage to rid herself of those liabilities and owner’s equity. If not, they will depreciate her by compound scores. SELAH!

Truly, the center of our attention should zoom in on our net worth status. Are we consistently increasing in seven-fold health and soul prosperity? Although this is not about deducing us to an economic equation or comparing us to the rate of a dollar, without a doubt, when our liabilities outweigh our assets our net worth will BE full of no value. I sincerely encourage you all to stop increasing your assets (assets = owners’ equity + + + + liabilities) and start increasing your positive net worth (assets – – – – liabilities = net worth).

Know your worth for real!

I Receive The Gift

May26

This morning, I was reading through some messages and came across a prayer that said, “I pray that God protects your money. I bind Satan from diverting your money to someone else!” (((Chuckling))) I was not surprised that this message greeted me as it was just a few hours into the morning that I had a dream of a company giving me $10,000 (testimony, law, responsibility, the completeness of order) for my Top Kids Mentoring Program. Whereas I normally recall all the details of my dreams, I don’t recall all for this one.

Nonetheless, I do remember that the money was in cash with a check/cashier check on the top and it had a rubber band around it. I asked the man that brought it to me, “Where did this come from?” He replied, “A lady with a shop! She just told me that it was yours and to make sure you got it.” He kept trying to explain to me the kind of shop she had where you can purchase flavored drinks, health drinks, slushes, smoothies, etc. I, in the dream didn’t know of a lady with that kind of business. Yet, I do in this realm. While rejoicing, and thanking God for sending me my money, His Favour, the man placed the money in my hand. Also, I remember that it was a Saturday, late in the afternoon, and I was almost jittery about carrying that much money on me. So, I told them I need to get to the bank and make a deposit. I remember putting the money in my pockets and saying, “The bank is closed. I can’t make a deposit today.” Then, I remembered thinking how when I worked in the fast-food industry that you can make night drops (deposits) and I thought to get a deposit bag and make a night drop.

As I was walking to this door to deposit the money, I saw my mother’s face in the door window and she was yelling something. She looked frantic! The closer I got to her, I could see her eyes begin to roll into her head and I begin screaming, “MOM! MOM! PLEASE MOM!” By the time I got to the door, she had fallen to the ground…no movement. When I woke up, it was 1:58 a.m. (Unity, Favour of God, New Beginning, and Salvation). I wanted to cry, as my heart had been incited to fear that my mother was dead. There were many odd things happening in this dream: the beginning I hardly remembered, and the ending causing my heart to feel uneasy.

But even now, I rejoice! I pray, I BElieve that I receive, and I shall have this gift that is gifted to me. I stand forgiving my debtors! I speak increase to my money. I command it to come forth! LORD, whomever she is that gave to me in this dream, for I knew her not, whomever she is that gifted me, that favoured me, LET her find me! LET her seek for me and come forth in this realm. This gift was for the purpose that You’ve placed in my hands called Top Kids Mentoring Program, LET it come forth in this realm LORD! I speak to her, whoever she is, I am grateful to you for your compassion towards me; you have obeyed the LORD and you shall BE perpetually blessed. Do not doubt His leading! He, the LORD God our Creator, has put me on your mind. I receive the gift!

Morning Meditation: Marriage

Apr4

Today I pray against the evil that comes to kill, steal, and destroy marriages and relationships that are separated and seeking restoration. I command adultery to go and put its face in the crease of the corner. You are unwanted fabric and are not welcomed in the image of YAH.

I speak to the chosen of the LORD; get your house in order! LET your old relationships die; LET them BE fully dried up before you seek after another. STAND STILL until you have taken care of the old; LET not the new wine fail because you tried to fit it in an old bottle. I pray that current relationships consummate with marriage because it is right and it is honorable; LET them all remain FAITHFUL to one another, engulfed in integrity, so that the sheets of their souls and private chambers are not spoiled and stained.

Father Elohim, blow Your sustaining wind NOW. LET us inhale Your new mercy, it is our life! In the name of the LORD Yeshua Who is the chosen people’s bridegroom. Surely this is done. ALLELUIA! © March 12, 2012

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