Emotional abuse.  This, I have survived years of through ungodly relationships.  I’ve always desired to possess and release Pure Divine Love.  However, on a journey to have such, I lost my identity as my name so declares me to BE.

In my days of youth, I would physically abuse myself (particularly my knees) and the spirit of accidents surrounded me.  Each accident was strategically centered on the destruction of my knees and my back. Now, in my days of wisdom, I have come to understand that The Strength of Israel has never forsaken me. Assuredly, there was another plan designed for me.

During the 1930’s, the phrase downlow (DL) was coined.  It defined men who were married, yet enjoyed and preferred sexual relations with other men.  These men are universally represented in all neighborhoods of life.  A number of them, if not all of them, bargain for explicit pleasure in this way of living.  To some degree, total destruction is the ultimate result.  On another hand, there are others who actually hate that they have succumb to this free bondage.  SELAH.  Yet, the path to independence is costly and the journey to turn from it searing.

Well, as a wife to a minister of the Gospel I almost lost all acuity of my uniqueness lingering faithfully in the marriage to a man on the DL.  My escape to personal and spiritual freedom came with a three-fold expense that was well worth the charge.  It was divine that I bore two sons during this marriage and escaped clean of diseases, HIV/AIDS.  As I wholly believe that the Holy Ghost was my condom, and every experience, dream, and vision has literally lifted me to full-blown restoration.

My testimony is for every woman, regardless of culture or tribe, who are fee indeed.  I encourage you to never return to bondage.  It is for those who are still entangled in the hands of despotism; don’t stop pursuing your liberty.

I AM and you are more than a conqueror type of woman.  Let us Kadimah march!